God Help us

I will start tonight's Blog by saying this is Mom and Not RJ.  Sometimes I wish I didn't ever have to blog but being the Mommy means sometimes doing things we don't want to do.  For example Telling everyone bad news.  You guessed it.  We have lost our precious Pansy.  To be honest I thought she was doing great since the other night.  Up until just an hour or so ago she was up ... Eating and being cute.  Then as I walked through the kitchen to go out the back door to get RJ out of the roping pen I noticed she was laying funny.  Well, we did everything just as we had the other night but this time, Nothing seemed to work.  She wasn't dehydrated because she had not been allowed out in the heat since her last episode.  To be honest we have no clue as to why she had to go but it breaks my heart.  RJ is upset and so is Auntie Karen and myself.  I have no idea what else to tell you other then to ask that you please say a pray as God welcomes home one of his littlest flock members tonight.  Death is always hard for us here on the farm to accept so please pray for our hearts to be healed as well... We will miss you little girl.... RIP Pansy, Momma loved you!